Mirror Mysteries

When, I have a time when I guess I feel bland. I do what I can without to much emotion, and feel just like a simple robot in the main scheme of things. Like a charactor without demensions in what would seem like a dull way of doing daily rituals, yet it’s just how I get when I have a block in my head on talking to people.  

Then I tend to gravitate to nonstop music; like I have been doing during the recent days. And transform into magnet to find an emotion,  melody, voice, lyric or something to bring me back into it. metal hasn’t done it, Rap/hip-hop not a clue, I refuse country, nothing sticks in punk, 80’s? [my favorite ara of music, and best] almost there…. I’m starting to feel something again.  Industrial? No, No mechanical sound boxes can get into my spine, and get me to stand up straight.  There’s nothing in Pop music that can reach me since the death of it, in the early 90’s…. Nothing. what do I do? I’m doing everything right in everything else, I dont know what to do, but something in my head is missing. Then, simply talking through text with my awesome and beauiful girl-friend there’s something that I had almost forgot and it CLICKS! I needed something completely original. Now some people may bbe wondering why, I’m writting about music like it’s food for me… well, it is. It’s food-for-thought.  And here I am, getting myself a good inspiration inbetween things.

This has some of the best lyrics, and a dab into rock, and punk. you have the a voice that was on broadway, and it’s been around for years… I can’t stand music, or people for that matter that have no originality to them I get annoyed, and pick out what I dont like, and kinda sulk! Ick. I dont like that but rather yell, and being a typical “playground bully” and just go to the nearest person and cut on them. I close my eyes, and listen to what will inevitably help my mood. I was told, I’m a complicated person… funny! I dont see it, but I’m only human,

The last verse especially gets to me! I can very much relate.