Mirror Mysteries

Music:2Pac“Smile” Mood: ” Accomplished ”

Not even 1:00pm and I’ve done alot, I love my family all of them, Everyone of them is unique in there own way. Muy arrogance can talk all day, and my selflessness humbles me, and I step back and reflect to what I do. The true man in me, tells how much I can do for people, and the human being in me tries to show how I live, and love my life with Mosiac Downs Syndrome and the people in it as a whole. Then the realist begs me to holds everyone accountable around me - know I dont concieve myself the best in the world; here’s something I know for not only me, yet for all “the world is yours, and everything in it” Scarface. And you just have to believe in what you can do, without remorse inside your beliefs.

I do my best to not let it get to me as much as it did as one point in my life, and create a balance in my selfishness, and selflessness as best as I can. Becuase I am a selfless person by nature, I catch myself when I feel I’m doing to much for me.   And I dont give for the point to make me feels better, no - I give to help others relize they should never give up on themselves. Now, I twist it, only slightly to have you know that walls are only talking about you, when you dont get to reflect about yourself every once in awhile, otherwise you’re not going to know anything. The reflection of people in general is how, and why I still love&live, and do what I do. To simply “think”

“I believe in not only working hard, but working for your self in the direction of your beliefs ”  Casey Morton.

That is so trtue for me, and honestly that is my phrase for the day! I drop everything for anyone that knows not only what they need from me, but is genuine in their own beliefs. I can spot you 100Miles away! And I dont set people aside, but give what I get. Life is so harsh, and so very fair at the same time when you learn from the harshness!!!!

It is not only up to you, but know that what you do genuinely fits you, and you’re not doinbg whart you’re doing so that people think, or yourself for that matter pegs you for being a hypocrite in what you’re doing. And that is why, pyhsocoligist dont like me all that much!!! I can Dr Phill them in a half second, session done, and they get only a dollar out of that time with me. Forgive my arrogance, but I can’t stand it when people talk, stand, are around for the benefit for their own paycheck, and selflish goals of vainity of a person infront of them, not caring what they are really in need for. And even though I might be slightly hypocritical in that; how I rectify myself after … I smile, and sign off, and take a shower and clean myself from any alterior emotion, I and I wipe clean off my shoulders, any look at myself in the mirror and know “All I’m trying to do is help” I’ve said that in the beginning and I’ll continue to, I’m a stubborn man, and my intellect is being emotionally smart knowing full well “truth is not a weapon, it’s is a tool for education and awarness”    

And I love writting, and being an advocate for the IMDSA, and being who I am in habitual beliefs just like you. We are equall again, and the balance is clear again. And have you paint a photo in this blog for your self; what image do you see in yuour head after reading it? [and I hope I didn’t get to anylitical for all]