Mirror Mysteries

Such as it is; I love water, and since I am a Capricorn it should be obvious. The ocean alone to me is a symbol, of endless and vast calmness, strength, the future, and a uncharted abyss I was not only afraid of, I always knew was there and left it knowing one day I’ll have to emotionally swim across it. for along time I think it looked something like this….

At reflected water only shone by the moon, ripples splashed, walls of waves crashing,  a clear point of view that wherever I went, the meridian of a deep calm cerulean gothic endless night. Always chaotic as I felt and there I was the ocean  in an endless sore to all of my pain with a solitary bright moon, with not even a single cloud to cover at-least a smudge the mood for even a half second and I felt calm, but very lost inside the scene, very bitter, very salty sea, and very cold. This was my sanctuary from bright emotion.

• I’ve been writing stories lately that would seem like revelations, and rather than my regular pieces of writing, and I can’t seem to just say my point and have it end abruptly with a period at the end. It was larger more unexplained bonds, an expression I’m afraid of, softer waves,  smoother, scenery, and a beautiful light I had never seen before. It was the sun and my eyes start to hurt. I considerably worry about my self daily, my scratches hurt, my head-aches more, I feel odd, but still my calm cerulean remains

 “what world would ronin rather be apart of”…

… “I know son! I’m here, daddy doesn’t always know what to do. you can always count on me to warm you — my air, my bear, my ronin. my strength! to open my eyes - to learn, to live,  to teach to feel warmth with love, and a light in that scenery with a sun aching to show it’s self…   Why does this hurt so much? daddy’s so used to the moon … anything for you MY SON!!! [it’s okay, daddy just hurts a little] and daddy loves you – your eyes are so blue!!”

Ronin Allen Morton

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